QUOTE (OptimisticMom42 @ Oct 22 2009, 07:55 AM)

I'm really enjoying the way you descibe things! Have you thought of writing a novel? I would love to read it if you do.
On point though, over the last ten years my weight has been all over the place. 140lbs, under 100lbs, 165lbs, 150lbs. Size 8, 0, 14, 10. I would love to get back to a size 8 but my level of sensitivity is getting in the way. I don't see how I can diet while sick or how I will stop being sick if I don't stick to a very strict diet of safe foods. Would love to get to the point where stopping to eat is just a distraction from my busy happy life but so far I'm spending a lot of days on the couch with this computer because I don't want to deal with chores and everything feels like a chore.
Found this yesterday..
The B vitamins are necessary in order to:Support and increase the rate of metabolism Maintain healthy skin and muscle tone
Enhance immune and nervous system function
Promote cell growth and division—including that of the red blood cells that help prevent anemia.
Reduce the risk of pancreatic cancer, one of the most lethal forms of cancer, when consumed in food, but not when ingested in vitamin tablet form.
All B vitamins are water soluble, and are dispersed throughout the body. Most of the B vitamins must be replenished regularly, since any excess is excreted in the urine.
so I'm off to buy a B complex today. Maybe it will help stir me up.
Take care,
RA
RA - that was me!
I had no interest whatsoever to do housework and my brother is the only one that lives with me.
I watch him do the necessary stuff and I half heartedly do the laundry or clean the sink.....but that's cuz I'm in that room at the time I notice it.
Otherwise - intentions were to clean, but motivation did not follow.
When I started this diet of gluten-free, my sister worried about me and my withdrawl struggles so she had me come to her house and decorate pumpkins with flowers and bows so I could talk if I needed to.
I did......and I went crazy on decorating the pumpkin! It was extraordinary! It was therapy.
A way to take my mind off of how bad I felt (the stop sign mode!)
I was the same if not worse the next day and messed up at work.......so my boss and his wife brought me to church with him and again!!!!! therapy!
Tonite I'm going to get some transplanting done....in the rain....and clean things up here a bit.....more therapy.......I call it therapy because I'm able to accomplish things a bit clearer once I start into it.
Thank you so much for the information about B complex! I didn't question the doc - just trusted him to take care of me.......now I'm psyched cuz I'm on the road to a recovery that's been a long time coming.
Now.....if I can just keep my coworkers out of my healthy food! Like it's a community service or sumthin! tsa!
Never ever give up on you! I'm routin' fer ya!
You are the only one that will faithfully for life take care of YOU..........knowledge is power!
Big Hugs!!!!!
Tena