When no one could figure out what was wrong with me, the disability insurance turned down my short term claims after missing 3 months of work saying that I didn't have any indication of a 'severity of symptoms' that showed the need to be out of work. So, I went back to work, sick, after being not paid for 3 mos. Two months later, I ended up in the hospital and the next 3 months of disability WAS approved.
I recovered some, but not all the way and while back at work for 4 months, I was still very depressed, brain foggy and having anxiety attacks often. I still needed 10 hours of sleep to have a half decent day. So with all those things still going on, 2 months ago, I went back to the Celiac diagnosis with my ND and stopping gluten made me feel like a human again. Brain fog, depression, pressure in the chest, fatigue... ALL GONE>
The problem now is that the glorious feeling of quitting gluten is GONE. Now, if I encounter gluten by mistake or stupidity, I lose days. I have been sick in bed since Friday night's HUGE mistake. A grill we thought was cleaned was not. We heated it to over 600 degrees for more than 30 minutes, but it still got me sick when I ate off it.
I don't know what to do... I need a support mechanism locally and I just don't have it. I'm so lost. I can't take this anymore...