I'm doing OK, Designer. Suffering right now from a mystery glutening - only the second time I've been glutened since I started. I believe it was CC in some ice cream I ate.
But yeah, I got corn back and soy and even blueberries (my favorite.)
I hate seeing you consumed by worry. My Mom worried about just about everything and I think seeing that made me learn NOT to be. I wish I could send you some of my ostrich. But maybe some of these quotes will help: http://www.quotegarden.com/worry.html
Take one or two a day and dwell on THEM. No matter how far off your appointment is, there are enough to take you there and beyond.
In the meantime, pray if you are someone who prays. And I will be praying for you too. (((((HUGS)))))
PS. I picked one...
"He who fears he shall suffer, already suffers what he fears"
Massive thanks and hugs