My marriage is barely hanging on because of this disease. For 18 months I was very sick. I was tired, cranky and not exactly thrilled about hopping into bed with my hubby. I was ashamed to admit that I was afraid I would need to run to the bathroom in the middle of sex so I just gave him the ole not tonight routine. I was diagnosed one year ago and I feel great, but the damage between my husband and I is done. He had an affair with a co-worker and blamed me for not meeting his needs, not paying enough attention to him yadda, yadda. We are working it out but the hurt and mistrust will always be with me.