BelievinMiracles' Blog

I've been real frustrated lately. This past weekend I ate all gluten. 4 pieces of pizza and 2 chalupas. I know, I know I should have had any but I was at work and needed to eat or I would have passed out. I figured as long I was glutening myself, why not go all out. Well that was more than a week ago and I'm still paying for it today. Dumb.

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Well I've been real frustrated lately and kind of down. It could be because I glutened myself. I find myself being jealous of those that have been confirmed with a diagnosis. I could only wish. Isn't that weird? I don't know how to explain but not finding an answer wears you down. You can only go through so many tests and have them all come back normal, except for CRP test, which when taken the second time came back normal...figures. I long to take a test that comes back abnormal and they can diagnose me and things can be figured out. I know...I know that's also weird. I mean the doctor's swear I have IBS, which could be a possibility but why don't I react with the "no-no" foods they list. Why don't I feel better when I eliminate those "supposedly" foods that irritate me. I also could have lactose intolerance. Why can I consume some dairy and not others? Good question.

The one thing that keeps me from thinking I'm going crazy by going gluten free was one night when I was drinking some beers by Leiningugles (normally I drink Bud Light but I like to treat myself once in awhile) and one night I drank maybe 4 beers. I was drunk, but not sick drunk. I woke up that night at 3 in the morning with the worst cramping ever and I ran to the toilet (all you people that experience cramping know to go to the toilet and it'll feel better) and as I was trying to get rid of my cramp, I thought I was going to puke. I didn't have to "go" at all and my cramping remained. I dragged myself back to my room and layed in a fetal position until about 20 minutes later is subsided. I have no other explanation for that freak event other than it had to be gluten...right? Well I assume so. Although I didn't react like that all the time when I drank beer.

Well I have a lot more to say but it is time for me to get some sleep.