Lemonade's Blog

This morning I woke up feeling soooooo bad.....My body ached and I couldnt manage to pull myself out of bed until 10:00. I feel lathargic and depressed right now. I had an uncomfortable bowel movement this mornign that left me feeling drained. Yesterday was brutal too. The fatigue is becomingunbearbale, I almost fell asleep in the grocery store. Dinner sucked too last night, had some fish and veggies, felt like I was gonna vomit. I am doggone ( this is not my word, but the stupid editors on this wont let me use my word) tired of this.

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After eating:

I made muffins with chickpea flour and hemp seed flour bananas, margarine, baking soda. I had some peanut butter on top. My stomach doesnt feel that horrible but i have an intense burning in my throat and I feel tired.

During the day:

Right now i feel really horrible....I am soooo fatigued I cant think. My body feels achey and I have awful heartburn that burns all through my sinuses and throat. I have that awful " I have to poop" feeling in my gut and Iam feeling kinda itchy all over my body, i dont understand this new symptom. The GI doc called and

we have an appointment with him this tuesday. I will also be ordering the Entrolab thingamagigger. I want this nightmare to be over.

Nightime:

i feel gross...i have had bad acid all day and its not going away.

I have become aware that I have some idosycracies that relate to my past eating disorder that i have to be more aware of and catch myself when i notice these behaviours. I realise how easy it would be to slip back inot the disorder, even though iam in a completelly diferent frame of mind. I MUST be more causious of these behaviours. Because I am so sick due to this illness, some of the behaviours sucha s picking at foods because i have 0 appetite, if not managed and controlled could easily spin into a realapse. I need to notice these behaviour and manage them appropiratley.

Just finished my so called dinner. Had some lentil soup that i made, nibbled on some chickpea rice bread and had a a few veggies, feeling much much much worse. I feel kinda dizzy, i have a really bad pressure headache, i have burning in my throat all the way down to my tummy and i feel really tired

Later in evening:

my fatigue has gotten alot alot worse, i had to get something in my room and wlaking up the stairs I felt like i just had a huge workout, my legs burned and i felt exhausted. All i can manage to do is sit here on my ass and type, i have no energy.