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CaliSparrow

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  1. People have been so nice & writing IS good for the soul. A poem just popped out of me. It's been years! :)

    1. CaliSparrow

      CaliSparrow

      p.s. GOOD NIGHT!

  2. This forum group is a godsend. I'm very comfortable here and wish I could speak up for myself better out in the real world. Things come up, people ask things of me that I cannot give because I don't look sick on the outside. Well, I look tons better after eliminating gluten but, you know, I look normal to others regardless. People make assumptions and...
  3. I'm tired of this.

    1. moosemalibu

      moosemalibu

      It really does drain you. Stay strong and keep fighting!

  4. I think you're a peach and your story inspires and supports me. Thank you for telling it.

  5. I suffered that debilitating fatigue. People begin to think you're a life-long hypochondriac but you're right, it doesn't make sense to complain for that long every day. It's eye-opening when you get down the road of healing. We've also experienced familial healing though it's just the two of us. It hurts to read about families/loved ones being unsupportive...
  6. I'm on adrenal support. It's helping. I'm told it will take a few years to correct. That's because I needed to be on it a long time ago. My husband is on it too but only for a few months. It's helping him as well. It's truly better to catch things early on. Keep on keeping on and REST a lot!
  7. No doubt anymore about the relevance of gluten-free shampoo.

  8. Everytime I recover from a glutening, I feel a little better than before.

  9. I wonder who else is fascinated by another person's weight loss journey whether it be a friend, somebody on TV or writing in a blog. The psychological journey these people go on in order to lose weight impresses me. There are many demons to fight. I loved the show "Ruby". Well, even though I am coming from the opposite end of the spectrum (needing...
  10. I'm frustrated beyond belief with myself. How long does it take to change behavior brought with me from childhood? I'm a people pleaser. I love to keep the peace. I will do anything for peace. Now, the thing that worked for so many years, people pleasing, is contributing to my illness. "Yes, sure, I can have watermelon." Forget about washing my...
  11. I don't have the energy for nine stitches so I'd better damn well get to it while it's only one.
  12. I am blown away by these kids with disabilities; their challenges and their resilience. How inspiring is this documentary on HBO. Very touching and uplifting.
  13. CaliSparrow

    I'm Sorry

    I must apologize, in advance, for making such bluesy feelings public. Maybe it's a generational thing but I learned as a child that publicizing anything that looked close to "sour puss" just won't cut it. So I'm sorry for that. Maybe this is the start of becoming a genuine human being. I'm sorry for being apathetic today. I was so active yesterday...
  14. I believe I was glutened while glutened. This experience has not been fun. I'm going to eat alone for a while. This is insane.

  15. Why do all my blog posts say "Draft" after I press publish?

  16. Pain is my teacher. I don't think I'll need to be reminded again! It hurts right now! *Don't forget*

  17. Can't thank the universe enough for giving me a condition that physically punishes me for being a people pleaser. Thank you for giving me no choice but to change.

  18. Feeding someone gluten and then eating a slice of watermelon without washing your hands is not advised :/ I can't wait for this first year to be over.

  19. The extent to which my life has changed the last six months is nothing less than astounding.

  20. I have so much apathy it's underwhelming.

  21. Waiting for my avocados to ripen. *tick tock tick tock* in my PJs on a Saturday night.

  22. My father passed away on Monday.

    1. Celiac Mindwarp
    2. IrishHeart

      IrishHeart

      very sorry, cali.:(

    3. kristenloeh

      kristenloeh

      So sorry. *hugs*

  23. I've found relief in a mushroom.

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