Hello there. I have been reading here for a couple of days, and have finally gathered the courage to post. I know there are a lot of posts just like mine, so thank you to anyone who reads my rambling.
Obviously I am here because of Celiacs, but I have not been diagnosed. Just like many stories I've read, I suspect based on all my symptoms. I don't know how many times I have seen my doctor with the complaint that I am just sick of always feeling like crap. My story is pretty typical to many I have read here. As a teenager I just always felt sick to my stomach, nauseated and moderate, tolerable pains. My mom shrugged it off, thought I was just complaining all the time, nothing really wrong. I started having depression, anxiety issues and panic attacks around 16. I blame some of that on hormones and being a teen, but I still struggle and never really understand why, I don't feel like I should be depressed, but often am.
I went through life just always having a lot of stomach aches and pains, it was just normal for me. I have never been 'regular' in the bathroom area as long as I can remember. Every few days was very normal for me. I have terrible gas and gas pains often, and it doesn't seem to matter what I eat. I get a lot of muscle aches and joint pain for no reason. I've been tested for RA twice. I have never been able to sleep well. I can stay asleep, but falling asleep is hard. I have no sex drive at all. Like I enjoy it, but have no desire to initiate it. I am completely exhausted all the time, everyone just says it's because I have 4 kids. I get headaches all the time and I feel like I can't remember anything most days. I have trouble keeping up with things if I don't write it down. When I was pregnant with my now 2 year old I had a glass of chocolate milk and then felt really bad afterward. I said to my husband, why does milk always make me feel so bad. He laughed and said maybe you are lactose intolerant. It was like a lightbulb went off over my head. THAT would explain all the stomach pain. I did some research and it seemed plausible so I cut out lactose. Not completely, but pretty much everything except the little bits in processed things and I still ate cheese. I love cheese I noticed a difference mildly in my aches, and in my gas, but everything else is still there.
Fast forward to now, for the last 5ish weeks I have switched from "going" every few days to every time I eat a meal. At first I thought I had a virus (probably did), I had super diarrhea for about 5 days and actually went to get IV fluids because I am pregnant and wasn't keeping anything in. It slowed to anytime I ate a large portion of something, but after 3 weeks I was beginning to wonder what was going on. I would get terrible cramps and have to go to the bathroom immediately. It occured to me that this has happened many times before, with the sharp pains, but it has never been this consistant. It's so embarrassing. Last week I had a period of about 3 days with nothing, and now I am back to everytime I eat I have diarrhea. Twice this week I haven't made it to the bathroom, and I was only downstairs at home. I am beginning to be afraid to go anywhere. It's humiliating and I have never talked to the doctor about the GI stuff because I am embarrassed and she can't seem to find anything wrong with me anyway. I have been tested for thyroid issuesand RA twice, and have had routine blood work even recently, but nothing special like vitamins or anything. I have been slightly anemic several times. Twice I couldn't donate blood because my hgb was too low.
Everyone brushes all my symptoms into stress of having 4 kids and going to school, but I believe I handle it all quite well and feel like crap all the time. It's not stress. I don't care what anyone says. I know my body and I just don't feel good ever.
While trying to figure out what would cause my current GI problems I stumbled across Celiac Disease and have been reading like a maniac ever since. It all sounds just like me. I can