An Unmistakeable Journey

So yesterday was my first time having chocolate in months. I made chocolate cookies that were gluten free. It was absolutely delicious, but sure enough, my body didn't like the chocolate. I hate that I can't eat chocolate. Its everywhere and in everything I like to bake. But yesterday, I just HAD to try it. I was miserable after, and I am miserable now.

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Chocolate why do you have to be so mean? Its not fair. Everyone around me loves you, which is why I bake with you. I love making people happy, it makes me feel good. But you are so tempting!

I don't like what chocolate does to me. Its unbearable. The nausea, the awful aftertaste, the discomfort in my system. That's why I've eliminated it for the most part from my life. I love it so much, but if it makes me feel so awful, why should I continue eating it right? I just have to convince myself chocolate is disgusting, yet again. And somehow figure out a way to remove the temptation, like I did so long ago. If only I could remember how I did it last time....