I Am Trying So Hard Not To Get Giddy This Time

Here I go again.  I think I am going through the same old series of happenings that I go through every time I begin a new phase of attempting to heal.

I begin: New supplements
  :  New diet change or
  :  New excercise plan

I begin with enthusiasm.  I feel better.  I get overwhelmed with the work, but I go on hoping that I can maintain the really better feeling.  Finally, I realize the good feeling has been gone for a long time.  I don't know what can be done.  I lose hope.  I discover a new idea and begin...

I have been through this cycle over and over and over for 30 years!  I picked up natural foods,, herbs,  and moved to a farm.  Six months back I tried eliminating gluten.


My recent attempt is a rotational diet.  Just now I am trying very hard not to get giddy.  I felt Okay for days, but now I am feeling really good.  I caution myself the extreme high could set me up for despair when the diet I am trying just isn't the answer to all of my problems. I am finding it very difficult to stick to the rotational diet 100%.  I am an all or nothing person, so this is not a comfortable position.  At any rate it seems to be helping.  Or might it be a new variety of B12 or the pancreatic enzymes I recently began?  Perhaps, but I did feel better before they began.   I tend to start several things at once in a desperate sort of way.  This is awfully unscientific of me, but it does work for me.



It is good that I didn't try to implement all of the ideas I now use overnight.  Oh, how overwhelmed I would be!  I would like everyone in this spot be take courage  when excitement gives way to hopelessness.

I am praying for my readers.  I hope you will find ways to heal all of your diseases.

Diana