Anniversary Reflections

[gfwb]

This coming Wednesday marks the 2nd anniversary of my diagnosis. At that time, I was suffering with severe anemia, osteomalacia, migraines, bloating, the big D, and--most devastating to a woman--my hair was falling out. Now, when I read the entries of the newbies and hear the desperate tone in their comments, it all comes back to me how physically weak and emotionally drained I was that night when my doctor called me at home and gave me the news that would change my life forever.

I was thinking about my 2-year journey this weekend when I was hauling a 40-pound bag of dog food into my car. Two years ago, I couldn't make it through the entire grocery store. About halfway through shopping, I would be so weak, I would go out and sit in the car and my DH would finish the shopping, calling me on my cell phone to confirm what was on the day's list. Now, I do it all myself--even carrying the heavy stuff.

So, I hope this message reaches someone out there who just got that call from their doctor. Think of your diagnosis as a giant "do over". Like when you're a kid and you flub-up--you get a do-over. You feel like hell and then someone says, "Hey, we're going to change all the rules from your old crummy life, and you get a do over with a new healthy life." It will be hard for a while--and you have to learn all this when you feel your absolute worst-- but it is worth it.

I'm loving my new do-over life and am grateful for all the wonderful people I've met because of my diagnosis and all the insight I've gained reading everyone's comments.

Thanks.

[cat3883]

Happy Anniversary. I was diagnosed on October 15, 2008. I consider that date my "new birthday". I felt really bad for about 12 years. Now within 4 months I feel 20 years younger. My energy level is incredible. I feel blessed that the condition I have been given can be controlled by diet. Thank you for your positive post.