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Overwhelming. It's all very overwhelimg. There is so much to learn about c

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celiac or gluten intolerence. I hv no clue which one I hv. I thought it was celiac it's all so confusing. I don't want to start eating gluten again to ge tested. I'm already feelig like crap there is no way that Im going to make myself feel even worse.

With everything that I hv to learn about life, myself, and now the celiac it's a little too much. There is soooooo much going on Im so overwhelmed. Coming to terms that life is going to be different. Because of the intolerence so many of the things that I thoght I would do or would like to do or accomplish have to change. My expectations hv just kept hving to drop so I won't keep getting disappointed. They say it won't always be like this and I believe them but this part right here right now whith everything going on really sucks!!!! I'm so doggone frustrated. Who plans to get sick? I had plans of learnig about myself and building my own life learning to be on my own and experiencing life! But now I'm sick can't leave the house can't do anything for myself not excelling at anything doggone pathetic. Who plans to get sick? doggone rediculous.