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Yesterday I was not well. It was a tough day. That's all I really remember. I just remeber hvin a hard day. And I think that it was because of what I ate the niht before. I make a bad ass adobo atong:) my mom really likes it. Ther is no gluten in it. Before going gluten free I used to use soy sauce but now a days it's Braggs Liquid Amino Acids and Braggs Apple Cider Vinegar. It was yumm yummy!! But I thinkthat I reacted to the vinegar sooooo until I am 100% I won't be having any adobo's. BOOOOO! . So yesterday was yucky and today I had more strength than yesterday. Yay improvement:) I don't stay down for very long it's getting better. Today I got my new remedies from my holistic dr and this evening I took the ones that I could take with food. I think that I got too anxious and took too many at once. I usually introduce them one at a time on differnt days but I got so anxious and some brain fog was there that I just took what I needed to take and not take it slow. It was a mistake to do that. I had tummy issues for a bit but it's a little better now. I just hv to keep myself distracted.

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Also started eating poi last night. To be honest it was getting hard to figure out what to eat evey couple of hours. It's hard not to get bored and not like what you need to eat to keep your strnght up. Thank goodness one of my aunts suggested poi. . It's gentel on the tummy and easy to digest and I believe it could be a complex carb. I zoned out on the tv again. I know it's bad but it seems like that's as much as I can handle right now.

I can tell how I'm doing by the way I entertain myself during the day, since I'm home all the time. Hvmt left the house in a while. For the better tho I'm in mo shape to be running errands and stuff like that. If I mostly watch tv I'm avoiding or I hv major brain fog and I really need that time to rest. If I am playing Team Fortress 2 (first person shooter for pc) then I'm doing a little better not avoiding as much but still avoiding. If im playing TF2 and using my mic then I'm doing much better not avoiding as much and brain fog isn't too bad and hv a better energy and mood going. If I'm playing Guildwars then I am doing better still a little avoidy but much less brain fog, I actutally hv to use my head to figure things out.

The past two days hv been couch potatoe for me.

Iv decided to drop my classes at school and concentrate on healing. And because anything less like switching it to credit or no credit is too difficult for me to processnin my fogged brain right now and I hv to go down to school to figure out paper work and i don't v he strength to do that right now. Hopefully that will take some stress off my head.

I worry about my mom because I know she wants to help me as much as she can but I don't want her to get sick or get less sleep because of it. I really hope that I recover soon so that I can start helping her out again. She has a lot on her plate I feel bad sometimes even tho she says not to because she works so hard I just want to be healthy and take care of her and the family. I tell her I appreciate what she does for me. She mixes my poi it's so easy to do that but for me it exerts a lot of energy it's fricken rediculous. I feel so damn helpless and Im notnusually like this it's frustrating.

Gonna hit the hey now. Sleeeepy:) yay peaceful sleep I hope. Dreaming makes me happy because it takes me away from this yucky feeling. Sometimes my dreams are crappy and I feel better cuz it was only a dream lol. Nite.