I... But... Look, Can Someone Tell Me If This Is A Lot?
Posted 07 April 2010 - 06:54 PM
I had a thing, shall we say with my mother in law last night, and after stewing all day I thought I'd ask you smart people and see if I'm being an idiot (entirely possible - I'm more than willing to cop to that) or if I'm right in being a bit peeved.
First off, I should say, my husband has been epic level amazing over my celiac diagnosis. HE is the one who purged the house, HE is the one that said simply "Okay, so what do we need to do to keep you healthy?" and HE is the one that decided that, at home at least, he eats gluten-free too. And often out of the home as well, since I pack his lunch. HE is a paragon of virtue and a joy forever... shame his mother is a twit. (Luckily, he ALSO thinks she is a twit. His reaction last night after dropping her off was to say, as he walked in the door "Honey, my mother is an idiot. We both know this. Do you want to buy some yarn? - I'm a knitter, he has been trained to think "Pissy wife, yarn fix.")
It was.... a night. First there was the fun interlude at PF Changs where she decided to announce all of my pathetic failings to the waitress, in detail, saying over and over again how she and her husband had "warned him about marrying a sick woman. It really doesn't work out. It's such a shame that I'm willing to ruin family time to together over this celiac nonsense" and so on. You know it's bad when the waitress brings you a cranberry and vodka - free - because she feels bad for you. I know where that complaint is coming from - I no longer am willing to give up 5 nights a week going out to restaurants with her anymore. I hated it BEFORE I was diagnosed, and was thrilled to find another reason to say "Sorry, nope."
Than on the ride home.... out of the back comes "I have to say, I've been speaking with all my friends and the rest of the family, and we all are very concerned about how much money you are wasting on this weird diet. Are you going to get the spending under control soon, or are you continuing on with just tossing all this money?"
I... Bu.... I...
I buy local, grassfed meats, mostly local and organic produce when I can. I cook 99% of the meals (breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks) for both my husband and myself - from scratch - that we eat... and I'm spending on average about $55. (Cat food, litter, and cleaning supplies come out of a different budget)
I thought I was actually doing pretty good, really. And yes, she has been talking to everyone in their side of the family - just not telling them the truth. I NOW understand why the last time I ran into an aunt of my husband's at the grocery store she made such a fuss over the contents of my cart.
But IS this a lot? Am I being wasteful? Seriously here folks - I'm working myself into a tizzy. I wouldn't know where to cut in the budget really - I mean, yeah, I could buy cheaper meat... but I'd rather eat less of the good stuff. Since going gluten free... how much are YOU spending?
Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:07 PM
Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:25 PM
Celiac disease(positive blood work/biopsy- 10/2008), gluten free oat intolerent, Hashimoto's Thyroiditis/Disease, Raynaud's Disease
celiac disease(positive IgA tTG, no biopsy- 11/2010)
repeated negative bloodwork and negative EGD/biopsy. Started on a gluten free trial(8/2011). He has decided to stay gluten free due to all of the improvements he has experienced on the diet.
Posted 07 April 2010 - 07:37 PM
Mind you, going out 5 nights a week to eat doen't sound like a budget-conscious choice, so I would wonder how much you would have spent before on eating out with your mother in law?
I don't pretend to know exactly how to deal with this as I'm not in your situation, but she sounds like a highly unpleasant person. Saying that, you will have to deal with her in some way, so you need to find a way to have some contact with her without it getting to you too much. As much as I'm sure you would love not to have any contact, you don't want to be the cause of any rifts.
As much as I love her, my grandmother (on my fathers side) is a very difficult person, and I know my mother had to deal with quite a bit to keep the relationship going. Saying that I am very glad that she did, as my grandmother hasn't had an easy life and has distanced most people. She managed to strike a balance where she kept boundaries about certain unacceptable behaviours - not taking the blame for things and not accepting any abuse - while still having a relationship where she could happily be in our house. I've come to realise how much work this has been as i've got older.
It may be that you end up simply saying to your mother in law... Thanks for your concern. My diet is important for my health, and I take advice from doctors and health professionals seriously. Until you qualify as a gastroentorologist or dietician, I will continue to take their advice over yours.
You know you are doing the right thing, don't let her ignorance affect how you see your decisions.
Posted 07 April 2010 - 08:26 PM
It sounds like your husband is a gem. I hope he does the right thing.
Sheesh, I am so mad at her right now, and I've not met her. You are a saint and an angel for having put up with her for this long.
Maybe you can both move far away?
Gosh I hope you all can find a happy medium.
And BTW, I spend at least $1000 per month for the three of us- all gluten free- me and a 13 and 10 yr old boy. $50 per week for two is positively thrifty~
Posted 07 April 2010 - 09:03 PM
And I don't know how you exist on $55, and for some of us organic meats are important, and on and on and on....I am practically speechless. You poor, poor dear. Hang in there and "don't let the turkeys get you down"
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Posted 07 April 2010 - 09:18 PM
when even the waitress feels sorry for you, you know the problem is not yours
Exactly! What you have is a narcissistic momster in law!
The problem here is not the cost of the diet. The problem is your MIL is not respecting your boundaries. She's being rude to you and to her son, humiliating you in the restaurant, commenting on the fate of your marriage, and discussing your diet and budget with other family members. None of it is any of her damn business. Sounds like she has a hard time not being queen bee and she feels second fiddle to your celiac which is her problem, not yours.
There are just two of us and we spend about $100+ a week on groceries. $55 is miraculous! Going out to eat several nights a week would cost more than that so her logic is faulty. Never mind that eating out that much is super unhealthy. Your health is what matters so if it cost $200 a week wouldn't you do it? We're lucky in that we can manage the celiac/gluten via diet. No expensive meds with side effects. I often equate celiac to diabetes in that we have to stick to a specific diet otherwise there are short and long term health consequences. This diet is medically necessary, not a frivolous fad.
Hugs to you!!
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Posted 07 April 2010 - 10:59 PM
55 bucks seems pretty cheap to me, especially for 2 peeps. At least she went to P.F Chang's with you. So maybe she isn't totally unwilling to learn.
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Posted 08 April 2010 - 02:00 AM
It doesn't sound like you have children but if and when you do you can expect her to deal the same way with them. My children had to listen to my now ex husbands mother rant on about me with horrible lies and he never once stood up for me to her and it greatly damaged his relationship with them.
Your in a tough spot but you have to do one of two things, learn how to stand up to her or greatly limit the amount of time you spend with her. Going out to eat with her 5 times a week seems a bit excessive to me. She sounds a bit obsessive about her son and it is really time for him to cut the strings, become a man and stand up for the woman he loves. I don't mean he should cut her out of his life but that he should set boundaries and be firm that she can't abuse you or she will not be welcome in your home or your life.
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Posted 08 April 2010 - 04:33 AM
There's no excuse for her behavior and the woman obviously has many problems that have nothing to do with you.
Remember ... What goes around, comes around!!!
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Posted 08 April 2010 - 04:49 AM
I think the best advice you've received here is to tell her that you will take your doctor's and dietician's advice, but I'd be sorely tempted to tell her exactly what she can do w/ HERS.
I survived a MIL from hell... even dead, she continues to affect my kids. Good luck w/ yours... her name doesn't happen to be Joni, does it??
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Posted 08 April 2010 - 04:55 AM
"Children in a family are like flowers in a bouquet: there's always one determined to face in an opposite direction from the way the arranger desires."
~Ralph Waldo Emerson
Posted 08 April 2010 - 05:43 AM
A. No, you're not spending a lot of money on food. You would be horrified at how much I spend, and most of it isn't gluten free. I just have a big family.
B. Your husband needs to tell this woman that you could suffer from repeated miscarriages if you go off the diet. That might shut her up. (Of course this assuming that she is normal enough to want grandchildren - she may not be)
C. You need to limit your time with her as much as possible.
Just because somebody is a relative doesn't mean that you have to spend lots of time with them.
Also, the rest of the family knows that she's a gossip and a jerk, so don't waste your time worrying about what they think.
I"ve got to run, so I don't have time to expound on evil mother-in-laws.
Posted 08 April 2010 - 06:01 AM
Posted 08 April 2010 - 06:19 AM
I should know by now to not let this... person get under my skin.
She is, well, impossible. Always has been, always will be. Before celiac there was still my shellfish allergy and it took three YEARS to get her to stop trying to shove shrimp onto my plate. The capping moment for THAT was when my husband found her rubbing lobster shell onto my plate while out at a restaurant to "Prove" I was just being difficult. A shouting fit from him explaining he had no problem having her charged with attempted murder finally stopped it.
It's... difficult. He's an only child AND adopted - and his parents are nits. He bought their house when he was 17 (Starting working like a dog when he was 15) and was always their personal slave. I don't think she expected ME to pop into his life. Suddenly - he had someone who thought he was wonderful, TOLD him he was wonderful, and was willing to work WITH him. Kinda crashed her little self-important world in on her. I'm not toeing the line to the little tyrant (Seriously, it's kinda funny when she tries. I'm 6'2 - she's 4'6. It's rather like being yelled at by a banty hen!) and she is running out of ways to try to exert control.
Celiac has become her new horse to whip. Constant comments of "Well, once you have kids you'll have to give up this nonsense" and "When the grandkids come to Grandma's what they eat is no one's business but mine" (starting to make me nervous - we're waiting until Christmas, but I DO want children.) and she tells EVERY SINGLE PERSON WE COME INTO CONTACT WITH about all my health "Flaws" and how big of a burden I am.
What really makes me nuts? First - as to HER budget. Even eating out with her husband 5 times a week - he spends about $250 a week on crap. (The woman lives on poptarts, cheesecrackers, and that jugged iced tea.) She does no cooking, and when she retired 7 years ago - she went to bed. She sleeps all day, watches tv all night, will go three days without bothering to brush her hair or teeth because she is bored. She only gets off her tuckus to go shopping or out to eat.
Her health? Let's see.... last two years she was dealing with anal cancer. And seriously... LOVED the colostomy bag, and made her husband deal with it "as it was too hard for her to be expected to manage". Got better (don't know how. I've lost family who fought like tigers - this woman skipped through it free and clear with no effort) than shattered her leg. Spent 4 weeks in a rehab center where we got taken aside and told "Look. We can't MAKE her get out of bed." and sent her home. No physical therapy, no work. Hernia surgery was the latest.... and I found nurses outside her room either crying or plotting murder because she was so terrible. She is on dozens on medications - including her favorite pain killers for a back issue from the late 60's.
As Ravenwoodglass suggested - at this point? I just want to MOVE. (We're 2.1 miles from them at the moment. Not that I measured it exactly, or anything! lol) It will be another 2 years before we can - but yeah. That's the plan.
Sorry to natter on and on. I'm usually able to handle her - it is rather like managing a violent and uncontrollable child that doesn't belong to you. I think my BIG shock came because I'd skipped the whole nonsense for almost a month (my husband has gotten his time with her down to one night a week he takes her out. To salve his conscious, make sure she DOES get dressed, and to give his dad a few hours off) and I suppose I'd gotten unused to how... insane the woman is. And it is always disconcerting to spend several hours with someone who views you as the sole reason for her misery and strife. (Sorry. I fell in love with her son. That was apparently an unforgivable crime. Luckily for me? He just thinks I'm extra special that I didn't run the other way screaming after I met his parents. I will grant... the fact he is adopted and there is no way for that genetic material to continue was something I was relieved about!)
One slightly insane Mother-In-Law, CHEAP! Any buyers?
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